WOW!! Hear Anastasia, On Podcast, Describing How Truth-Telling "Set Her Free….

… to soaring, as if on the wings of an eagle."

Part II, How Truth-Telling Sets Us Free:

What We Meant To Spotlight On Our Last Show

And it’s only the beginning of exciting things ahead – for Me/Anastasia. 

And for you!

You may not be able to get “IT” yet – the magic Anastasia/I is/am trying to convey about how truth-telling/speaking truth to power set me free - and - can do the same for you, if you are intent on developing it as art.

But you can truly HEAR the lift of my personally transforming experience, in my voice, my New Horizons Board Members have told me, as I describe how my Ethics Complaint of 2018 was sabotaged, almost from the get go by the International Transactional Analysis Association (ITAA), yet I came out a WINNER, in spite of the obstacles.

And, indeed I did! Winning was always my intention! 

I made certain that I would, no matter what anyone else intended for me!  

Or didn't care enough to even consider.

(Some of the history and details of my Ethics Complaint ordeal are described on this page, referencing Martin G. Groder, M.D. about whom the complaint for sexual harassment and power abuse was filed with the ITAA. Other posts on this issue can also be found in the Anastasia The Storyteller  blog site archives at: Beyond Gender Tyranny, Ethics Complaint and Ethics Complaint Healing.}

As an acknowledgement of the courageous and meritorious ways in which I/Anastasia managed this ordeal, New Horizons Support Network Inc, of which I am the Executive Director, has now chosen, as of yesterday, to name me their Truth Or Dare Movement Poster Girl, suggesting that I have exemplified and am, thus, a worthy role model on how we, as an organization, would like to see people handling, not only #MeToo ordeals such as mine, but areas of conflict in general.

I am truly honored by this acknowledgement!  And very joyful to see the alter ego image they have created for me.  

If truth telling or not truth telling, in politics, your workplace, friendships or family, has been affecting your life, personally or professionally, as it has done in my own and Lynn’s, my radio show studio manager, previously and/or presently, please do sign on with New Horizons, as we move, full-steam ahead with our Truth Or Dare Movement, gearing up for action now, including, but not limited to, the following main objectives —

• Teaching YOU the principles and strategies of New Horizons Truth Or Dare GAME – So you, too, can learn the art of truth-telling, in general, and speaking truth to power, more specifically, no matter where you need/choose to do so.

• Guiding YOU to be an intern Truth Or Dare Conductor, as is Anastasia with more than forty-five years of playing the GAME, so you, too, can learn to bring truth-telling to your community, your workplace, friendship circle or family. On this track, after a suitable training time, you will learn how to reach "awe" and transform your life -- and the lives of those around you!

• Engaging YOU in signing the Pro-Truth Pledge, original or expanded versions, and getting everyone you know on board with this simple action, on the way to cleaning up the lying and corruption in our society as if these DO matter!

We want you to be soaring too! 

These objectives of ours are here to help you. 

You, also, can draw on my vast experience in transforming dark into light by contacting me for your personal, business, organization and/or community challenges. 

Also, look forward to further details and instruction on how to create the same for yourself, truth-telling -- speaking truth to power, as Anastasia and studio manager, Lynn Cullather-Popkin, embark on a new radio series, exploring the extremes of how and why truth-telling can be dangerous or the path to liberation and personal transformation.

Discover for yourself how truth-telling as art can be your pathway to freedom and liberation!

On a new radio show series, with Anastasia and Lynn, to be introduced on Anastasia The Storyteller Radio, on their next show 

Is Truth-Telling Dangerous Or Liberating? 

Exploring The Extremes

Tuesday, July 23   4 p.m. EDT

Promising to be an especially intriguing discussion, as Lynn is the one New Horizons Board Member who, at least for now, is refusing to sign the Pro-Truth Pledge!

Now what's that about?

New Horizons Truth Or Dare Movement is here now!

Reflections On Speaking Truth To Power

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For readers who are struggling, in hopes of finding the liberation and peace I have created for myself, from their own "speaking truth to power," challenges, please feel free to contact me at Anastasia The Super Sleuth Coaching and Consulting for your personal guidance in my very special way that includes, always transforming the Dark into the Light.

I am standing back today, watching and pondering many things.

I am seeing things I like and others I don't.

For example, I LOVE women speaking truth to power!

I LOVE others, especially men, listening respectfully and responding positively to this feminine putting of oneself full front.

And, I LOVE it when justice and a balance of power comes of this, particularly between men and women.  Woman to woman and man to man is good too!

I am disheartened by those who would minimize a woman's courageous acts that require stepping out from customary norms.

In this regard, the recent Joe Biden "sexually inappropriate behavior" upset seems to have become a factor, today, in taking my personal optimism down a notch or two. 

Reflecting on this situation, as I find myself distracted from having a productive workday today, I am asking myself…..

What does speaking truth to power really buy in the end?

How much is a woman's freedom, body, mind and spirit worth?

What is the actual "Cost of the Quiet?

For oneself? For the good of the whole?

What difference, for the good of the whole, does truth telling actually make?

It can be so incredibly liberating and empowering to speak truth to power, especially if one has held back, previously, from doing it, even if one's oppressor/power abuser tunes a person out, retaliates or even humiliates you, provided...

…enough people in your village, community etc hear and affirm you!!  

Stand by your side as you manage repercussions, from within yourself and from without.

And above all else, there is the matter of the chaos you had been managing within yourself, built of the emotional distress you'd been carrying, fearful of sharing what you had been holding back, now released, freeing you to settle into a greater clarity and calm within yourself.

Your just reward due. This enhanced well-being of yours.

I know!

I have lived both sides of it now, the buried and hidden chaos and confusion, fortified on the inner level by undue strength -- and now the settled, increasing clarity, calm and resilience I find building within me, with the room I have now freed up inside myself where once there were secrets.

Most importantly, I have learned, at a much-expanded level, how very much truth-telling is essential to my well-being. And, with it, the respectful and responsive listening to my truth by others.

I have grown this wisdom of mine, konmarie-- ing my life of the clutter of untold tales of male power-abusing me, since I found those hidden documents that set off my Ethics Complaint, last year, taking action on them without a moment’s hesitation, determined to do whatever I needed to get out from under the "Cost of the Quiet" I had been paying, an undeserved debt, accruing interest, year after year without my even realizing I had contracted myself for it.

Thus, long before I knew of Marie Kondo I had already discovered sparks of joy in the clearing away, as the ordeal of my Ethics Complaint of last year unfolded with a full liberation from that hidden story, put by the wayside.

But why so long to get to this place, I ask myself, occasionally? 

I’d been holding those documents for close to thirty years.

But of course I know the answer.

So -- thank you to all the women who had the courage to confront Harvey Weinstein. You are the main answer!  And those of you who continue to come forth. And, of course, #MeToo, paving the way for a more liberated social norm than previously.

You paved the way to a liberation I could not have attained on my own.

Now with the dam unlocked, the waters of my deeper self flow more freely, gaining momentum in daily life. And I realize there is much to say, yet unsaid, by me.

By all of us who have not until now been able to speak truth to the power of male oppression in its many forms, sizes and shapes.

So maybe tomorrow I will have more to say.

And, soon I will have another new article to present.  

My outpourings on this subject, speaking truth to power and other related issues, have only just begun.

Maybe I will title tomorrow’s piece “The Issue Of Joe Biden Creating Chaos Rather Than The Order And Stability Some Of Us Have Looked To Him To Lead Us To.”

Even as a registered Independent I had been considering him to be my choice.

Now I don't know.

We’ll see. The theme is very much on my mind. 

But I am, still, trying to regain my balance from my recent car accident.

Meeting The Ghost Of My Sexual Harrasser, Power Abuser, Martin G. Groder, On Christmas Eve

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A poem of sorts, as I begin my Ethics Complaint healing, at long last, from sexual harassment and power abuse by Martin G. Groder. M.D.

Twas the night before Xmas and all through my house, not a creature was stirring, not even a mouse.

Meanwhile I, in my night shirt, had a new book to read. 

Just in time, arriving for curling up with a need – 

-- for a good???? book on this cold, wintery eve.

Whilst I awaited Santa, his eight tiny reindeer and sleigh, a tale of uncovering misdeed had shown up for me.

Settling in, as I did, with this new book of mine, a voice from beyond called out, requesting some time.

“Marcia,” said he, using my birth name, as he’d done in the past –

“I’ve come to settle up harm and damages done you by me.

I’m here to help, if you’ll allow.  

From my place above (And, yes, that’s where I’ve landed. Are you surprised?)

Free of my customary revenge-taking, I’m here to offer what I resisted before, when you asked: compassionate, respectful dialogue, conversation, healing and reconciliation.

How else had you figured to resolve an ethics complaint against me, for the harm I did you, with a man who’s deceased,” he asked.

“Uh, oh, said I, what have we here?”

Truly the defection of our colleagues (the International Transactional Analysis Association and its Ethics Committee) had ended up doing me more harm than good –

-- adding to the heavy doses you had already inflicted on me," I answered back.

Should I dare risk another try? 

Take another chance at telling my tale and the prices levied on me for breaking my silence, hoping for healing and reconciliation?

Certainly, I've given the quandary I’ve been in, some thought, on many an occasion, these twelve months past.

Even imploring the Ethics Committee of the ITAA to do their rightful duty, as laid out in their official Ethics and Professional Practices guidelines and rules.

To no avail.

Of course, I naively expected they would carry through the mandate they had.

But as we already know, they failed miserably with it, betraying a long-held trust.

And, as we saw, their minimal efforts did not last.

Now lo and behold, am I to take another glance at the harm I’ve endured when what I am seeking is relief from it all? 

What should I do with this apparition, presenting itself here, I wondered, with the ghost of Martin G. Groder, the ghost of the man who used his power and authority over me to cause me long-lasting, still enduring, harm?

Pointing out he had left behind, upon his demise,  his completed written testimony on his Dark Side Warrior, his ghosts of the past, would I not, now, give him a chance?

Asserting that, in true Compassionate Warrior mode, before he left, he had cleaned up his act, and now wanted nothing more, from me, but to help my resolve.

"Read carefully this missive, Winning At Love: The Alpha Males Guidebook To Relationship Success," said he, implying, with an all too familiar certainty, that it was his doing, from the other side, that had sent that book to me, delivered perfectly on time, the very same day I dared speak, publicly, of his harmful behaviors with me.

So here was the ghost of himself, come to get on my back and haunt me for going breaking my silence, announcing to an unfiltered audience, his dark deeds of the past, if I would not give him a chance to do right by me now.

Here in this tome, co-authored by Pat Webster, Ph.D, was the singular text that would lend Marty a voice to set the record straight, for his part, as I do mine, calling out his Dark Side.

What to do? What to do?

With naught else to do on this wintery night, I sat down to read.

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Dialogue, acknowledge, down on bended knee, with remorse, when and where guilty of malice, as he had, indeed been.

Amends for harm done is the only true way, said I.

So here's what I can do, I will publicly complain about you, Marty, as is my right, said I, as  I sat down to read, on Christmas Eve, words from the grave and beyond.

So I can stop carrying the cost of my quiet, stored up for nearly thirty years, since the final days of your revenge on me for my rebuffs of you, which, in truth, I am still paying.

That is my pledge to me, as well as to others, especially women, who have walked in shoes like mine.

However, using words from your book, as I quote and interpret them, I will try to do my best to give you sound bytes and data space to share through this last major publication of yours, some of your thoughts and lessons learned to round off the process.

My goodness, what an adventure this is already starting out to be!

More to come.

The Dark Side Warrior In My Backyard: A Commentary By Anastasia

See the full article on Exploring Your Dark Side: The Adventure Of A Lifetime, as Anastasia shares details of her sexual harassment abuser.

The Cost Of The Quiet, The Price Of Breaking The Silence

Anastasia goes public this week, for the first time, identifying her Ethics Complaint perpetrator, at long last!

Opening up about details, on Anastasia The Storyteller Radio, of her/my #MeToo Ethics Complaint, Anastasia (Me) will carefully begin to unlock the portal of long-buried stories, related to the sexual harassment and retaliating power abuse of her by a former  mentor.

Anastasia takes this next step with the hope that telling her tale will, someday, free her from the "costs of the quiet"-- and -- maybe, in some distant future, help to bring healing to herself and others, especially her children and grandchildren, who have, unknowingly, been harmed by her need to keep secrets where harm has been done, including within her own family.

And, in the instances directly related to this ethics complaint where the cost of the quiet and the price of breaking the silence began to mimic some of Anastasia's earliest, most painful lessons, learned in her family, I/she now looks forward to and anticipates a new way of journeying theough life, unencumbered by important unrevealed information.

With New Horizons Board Member, Terry.

Join us, this week –

Friday, December 21 at 1:00 p.m.

“The Cost Of The Quiet, The Price Of Breaking The Silence”

And –

Saturday, December 22 at tba

"Anastasia Goes Fully #MeToo Public, At Last, With Her Long-Held Secret Stories"

Storytelling And The Making Of Lemonade Out Of Lemons

I am having an amazing after effect from my story telling experience on yesterday's Anastasia The Storyteller Radio Show, with a program titled, “Exploring “Empty” And “Full” On The Way To Freedom From Gender Tyranny.” 

Steve, my co-host, who is quite the best possible ally for me in doing this program, helped me achieve, only one day later, a sense of having the softest velvet feeling running all through my inner being this morning.

Without Steve, my end of presenting that show would have been cold and empty. With him, as I heard our unfolding dialogue, listening to the podcast, 3x already since we went off the air, the alchemical magic of turning the inner leaden feeling of emotional pain and distress that had been weighting me down, as it did after our last show, “Coping When #MeToo Hits You,” was transmuted into the refinement of gold  and being uplifted.

WOW!! 

Notice my words. They are a lot about "empty" and "full" and how those two elements make a whole lot of difference in how we are in the world.

A day later, I am truly amazed at how "full" I feel and how markedly different this is from the emotional emptiness I experienced after that last show, “Coping When #MeToo Hits You.”

Anastasia The Super Sleuth (Me) is now readying herself to investigate this wonderful phenomenon, regarding how a simple, but not so easy, broadcast telling of bits and pieces of my story, drawn out by my sensitive and gifted co-host, Steve, could have brought this magic about.

Anastasia The Storyteller Radio, along with our sponsor, the New Horizons Small "Zones of Peace" Project, in real time, is presently dedicating itself to becoming a platform for storytelling, story listening and weaving the two together; the telling and the listening of stories, making the importance of the weaving a meaningful, interactive experience, not only for me, but also for future guests. 

Yesterday’s radio show broadcast event gave that to me, a brief yet momentous experience, in the form of my having had a transformative occurrence from sharing pieces of a very personal story of mine.

The experience, beginning after the fact of the broadcast, is still in the early stages of unfolding in me.  But WOW!!

How do I know this is transpiring in me? 

Well, personal transformation is my business! 

Shaman that I am, I am familiar with consciousness-changing experiences and how they alter and re-frame our views of self, others, situations, life-course and so forth.  When we can share these with others -- now you're talking about, potentially, reaching for awe.

In fact, what is happening for me – and now continuing, out of my experience doing yesterday’s show with Steve, is already prompting a review and an expansion in the vision New Horizons and myself hold for our commitment to our Beyond Gender Tyranny Initiative and how we see storytelling and story listening playing central roles in where we are heading with it.

Such manifestations of thinking differently and creating new products or projects are a part of the reward!  I love that! Don’t you?

I’ll be back soon with more details as our adventure unfolds on this end. 

Before I do that, I am off to enjoy the sunshine of this beautiful day, after a bitter cold Thanksgiving. 

However, one thing I can say, right off, it was the storytelling, the story listening and the interactions woven throughout that did it for me, helping me turn lemons into lemonade!

If I Tell You What Lies Deepest Inside Of Me ....

If I tell you that which lies deepest inside of me and you do not respond in a manner that tells me you see me, as I am truly, our potential for human bonding may be lost.

Then what?  Why did I do this? What difference did it make? For me? For you?

I am rarely interested in idle chatter or have time for it. So what's next?

At New Horizons that kind of soul-searching arose in me last week, prompting a surprising turn of events, especially as I am the head of the organization. 

Believing that I have an important tale to tell, for you and others, I knew I needed to share my story from which I trust there are vital lessons to be gleaned, especially for anyone coming up against organizational obstacles when making #MeToo--related complaints, in the workplace, in academia, even in churches and synagogues and so forth.

Thus the situation of my recent storytelling, ushered in a shift in priorities, at New Horizons, bringing formerly unspoken intentions of mine to the fore, following my last broadcast on Anastasia The Storyteller Radio in a program titled “Coping When #MeToo Hits You."  In fact there were objectives and needs that I discovered in the doing that I did not even know I had.

On that show, I had, for the very first time, come out from behind the shadows that had been keeping me hidden from the motion and flow of life as it was happening post-Harvey Weinstein.

I had finally gotten, on that broadcast, my chance to begin telling the full story behind my Ethics Complaint -- and even more distressing, in present time, my daunting experiences with the Ethics Committee of the International Transactional Analysis Association.

Steve, my radio show co-host and I had designed a program that would focus on me.  It was a wonderfully fulfilling show, as he and I went through our steps on the broadcast, with Steve being an almost ideal support. 

Listening to the podcast several times, as I eventually did, was exciting and liberating for me.

But then something happened and like a drifting hot air balloon losing its wind, I began to sink.

What had happened, for me, after the high, we are still sorting out, my board members and myself. 

However, what we quickly came to see is that my storytelling on that broadcast, coupled with what occurred inside of me in doing it and interactively with them, in the aftermath, was about to turn the priorities of the two New Horizons-sponsored radio shows, Anastasia The Storyteller Radio and The Possible Society In Motion, into a kind of reversal, in order to move forward.

The saga of Dr. Christina Blasey Ford, testifying in public, during a Senate Judiciary hearing, that Brett Kavanaugh, a Supreme Court nominee, had sexually assaulted her as a teenager, comes to mind.

Where is Dr. Ford now?

How is she faring, after publicly telling her story?

According to reports she has had to move four times since she came forward and is still getting death threats, requiring protective security for her family and herself.

What is life like, now, for Dr. Ford? 

And for the tens of thousands, perhaps millions of other women who have elected to come out, recently, from behind the shadows of their own carefully concealed stories of sexual harassment and abuse and power-over exploitation?

We do not all need to make the news, write books or go on nationwide television, as Dr. Ford stresses she does not wish to do.

But we all do need to feel heard with compassion and respectfully acknowledged and to receive back some semblance of knowing that our pain and distress were noticed, that our stories matter, that our experiences matter. 

And, that what we have so painfully revealed might touch someone's heart, inspire them or even make a difference in helping someone and/or somehow help to better our world.

From my own brief experience on that radio show broadcast and its aftermath, I found myself tuning in to something I have been aware of since last year when Ronan Farrow’s New Yorker expose of Harvey Weinstein was published; a disheartening sense, arising over the backlash and controversy this and other similar stories have elicited.

Certainly there have been frivolous, vindictive and vengeful misuses of the platform the #MeToo and #TimesUp movements have created. 

However, for those of us, such as myself, who are merely needing the relief of which Dr. Maya Angelou spoke in the quote below –

There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside of you. 

there are many layers of need.

What I learned from, at last, beginning to open up publicly on “Coping When MeToo Hits You” is that--

Storytelling is not enough!

Just as fierceness is not enough, loud voices in the news or in protests are not enough --- to bring about the healing that survivors need.  

At some very basic level, a much quieter, more subtle response is needed in response to our telling our stories, be it from a therapist, a clergy person, a friend, family member, a support group or a stranger.

A personal recognition from somewhere in the collective consciousness that can help the healing advance in a place where our humanity meets, person-to-person.

If not, what you get is something like this –

"With my telling you this story that I have long kept hidden, I have given you all that I am and have from the deepest parts of me. 

But my telling, my speaking out, is not enough to bridge the vast separations that frequent our daily lives and that are so damaging and damning. 

Not enough to create that richest of human interactions -- intimacy. 

Without that quality I am left hungering for that which I know exists somewhere, a certain something that brings with it a sense of aliveness like no other. 

Having known this other times in my life, I seek it now again, wanting you, my friend, to be in it with me." 

Realizing the general prevalence of this state of affairs, separation and isolation, rather than a greater connectivity, from now having taken my first steps into my own public sharing, the outcome, at New Horizons, resulted in a shift in our priorities.

Our revitalized intent is now to help our listeners and followers to develop the art, not only of storytelling, but also the arts of: 1. Story listening and, then 2. Interactive storytelling. 

(Interactive storytelling might be described as a process wherein storytelling prompts, first, story listening and then a deepening conversation between two or more parties. 

No debate only dialogue/meaningful, consciousness-raising conversation! 

Nothing less! This is how you can get to awe, if you are so inclined.)

There is so much more to this outcome, now in the works, that has been derived from our last radio show broadcast!

Much more behind it than I can yet say, as the reasoning and the significance of what occurred are still obscure.

However, one thing is certain, the magic of human connectivity, at its best, is what we are after, at New Horizons!

So it has now become clear to us, though we are not yet certain how to best proceed, it is not only in storytelling or story listening but interactive story telling where the magic lies. 

The kind of magic we viewed in the closing scene of Avatar that captured millions of hearts when  the words -- 

“I see you”

-- were so impactfully spoken.

That is the quality New Horizons and myself are going to be after on Anastasia The Storyteller, a kind of responsiveness to telling our stories that everyone who has the courage to speak out can fill up on.

On the air that might sound like --

 “I hear you with my heart and mind.”

Here is the magic New Horizons is after. 

We hope you will help us attain it.

On The Power Of Storytelling In The Excavating Of Our Humaness

Question: Why do I offer these thoughts now?

Answer: Because every day, as I attempt to put my life aright, with my Ethics Complaint no longer draining my life energies, I become more and more aware that it is the telling of my stories and the listening back to the stories of others that is bringing me the greatest amount of healing, day-by-day.

From Ceremony 
by Leslie Marmon Silko

Bridging The Gender Gap

"I will tell you something about stories (he said) 

They aren't just entertainment. 

Don't be fooled.

They are all we have, you see, all we have to fight off illness and death. 

You don't have anything if you don't have the stories."

And, so it is at New Horizons, the non-profit organization of which I am the Executive Director and Founder – storytelling is a vehicle for, even, aiding both men and women to overcome the polarization of today’s #MeToo divisiveness.

Storytelling can be with anyone and everyone, anywhere and everywhere.

It's next of kin is dialogue.

We are desperately in need of these. 

Try them, as a steady diet, and learn to love the art of storytelling, the art of beautiful relating, the art of living in awe.

Anastasia, Coming Out From Behind The Shadows Of #MeToo Traumas

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Note: November 7, 2018.

The piece I have written below has been one of my most liberating because in it I am opening the curtain to a troubling ordeal that I have, by necessity, due to legal constraints, held back.

However, when I review what I have written I feel troubled by it. To me I sound victimy, whiney and blaming, none of which are my essential nature.

I think this must be because the circumstances are still quite fresh and far from resolved and integrated, emotionally, spiritually or practically.

As a reader of my blogs I hope you will accept these limitations in what I am sharing here and in future blog articles on the topic of my recent Ethics Complaints.

I write and share with you, my readers, with the hope of contributing, from my experiences and viewpoints, words that can somehow serve.

My Ethics Complaint ordeals, however, have been like nothing I have ever experienced before. Thus I am stumbling and clumsy, I think, in my efforts to share.

Please bear with me as I come to terms with all of this, continuing to present myself as transparently as possible while still quite jagged from it all.

With gratitude, Anastasia

Dear Reader,

Please listen and carefully, if you be so kind, to “Coping When #MeToo Hits You,” now on podcast. 

Draw from what Steve and I offer to inspire your personal sharing and support mine, and find out, if you do not yet know, the healing power of storytelling and story listening. 

This would be so much appreciated. 

I am now beginning to take my first small steps to share the details of the, heretofore obscured, yet horrific, ordeal I have recently undergone. However my doing this is not without hesitation and trepidation. 

Storytelling, in order to be healing, needs story listening with caring, compassion and respect.  I wish this for you and for me, knowing, as I do, the healing power of storytelling and story listening, done with care and compassion. 

So please come into the conversation with Steve and I, as we move forward, with #MeToo storytelling on Anastasia The Storyteller Radio and our Beyond Gender Tyranny Online Course on The Possible Society In Motion Radio.

At the top of the list of stressors, for me, throughout the ten months of my ITAA (International Transactional Analysis Association) Ethics Committee traumatic process was that not even five minutes, in all those months, was ever spent with even one, single, person-to-person exchange, acknowledging or inquiring into the emotional shock and upset I was undergoing, re-discovering my long-buried, long-term sexual harassment and power abuse experiences!

Imagine that!

NOT EVEN FIVE MINUTES! 

NOT EVEN ONE TIME IN TEN LONG, HARROWING MONTHS, DID A SINGLE PERSON ASK ME HOW I WAS “FEELING” ABOUT THIS HORRIFIC FINDING OF MINE!! 

Instead they constantly imposed undue pressures on me; almost all of which was dealt with, from the very first, solely by email and having to do with their organizational needs, with almost nil having to do with me. (Who, with integrity, compassion and respect deals with a sexual/power abuse/harassment by email, I ask you?!!!)

By the time I was fired and quit, I had accumulated over 100 pages of email correspondence from this without having had one full conversation about me!

Even after I asked, almost pleading for someone in the organization, any one, to pay attention to the fact that I was in pain, my words fell on deaf ears.

NOPE!! Not even one time!

Nonetheless I am free now, at last, of this allegedly I’m O.K., You’re O.K., letting-go of Games People Play, mental-health organization.

So it was, with great joy and not a little apprehension, yesterday on the New Horizons-sponsored Anastasia The Storyteller Radio Show, on a broadcast titled Coping When #MeToo Hits You, drawn forth by deep-digging questions from Steve, New Horizons Board Member and my show co-host, I began stepping out, publicly, about the horrific ordeal I have been caught up in, with TWO Ethics Complaint; not only the one with which I began, but a second, against the Ethics Committee itself!

Buyer Beware! 

If you are a U.S.A. TA  (Transactional Analysis) trained survivor of sexual exploitation, on U.S. soil, as I am, you will have no recourse for what you have endured. Their loop holes will protect them but not you. Details available.

OMG!!  Not a pretty picture!

But yesterday I made a beginning!

Finally with Steve in the “super sleuth" role, I began taking my first steps of speaking openly about my original Ethics Complaint for sexual harassment and power abuse by a world prominent TA mentor of mine. 

I will, at last, reveal freely his name on December 22, the one year anniversary of my horrific experience of trying to right wrongs done to me many years ago. Why I have kept his name silent for so long will be understandable then too.

Surmounting obstacles, but now only from within, here I go!

“Anastasia, Coming Out From Behind The Shadows Of #MeToo Ordeals,” I ask that you please join in conversation with me, male or female, victim or perpetrator, friend, family or bystander. 

You can contact me here. 

Or join Steve and I on our radio show broadcasts on either one or both of our two #MeToo-focused online radio shows:

• Anastasia The Storyteller Radio
• The Possible Society In Motion Radio: The Beyond Gender Tyranny Online Course